(2Ti 2:16) “But shun profane and vain babblings: for they will increase unto more ungodliness.” Notice that seeking for knowledge not given plainly by the Holy Spirit is ungodly, and leads down a path that ends in greater ungodliness. If we humbly sit at the feet of Jesus, the Holy Spirit will teach us more and more things. Our God sees the heart. Pray that any hidden motivations be revealed that you might confess them as sin.